|| left alone. *||

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

It hurts... I'm giving up. I'm running away to somewhere it doesn't hurt.

always waiting. -2:26 PM

I should never have opened up my heart again.

always waiting. -9:12 AM

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Simple conclusion, I'm a messed up person.

always waiting. -9:34 PM

Saturday, March 31, 2012

I have 3 routes. All in which ends in unhappiness. Pursue my studies, keep the family intact but leave my mum devastated. Pursue my studies, keep my mum happy, but family broken up and my dad not loving/respecting my mum anymore. Pursue my studies, force myself to eat shit, drink urine, lick boots and pray.

always waiting. -1:00 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I have nothing left to say, but I have something to thank you for. When you called, you made her call my dad in Thailand and she asked him back to settle everything. They're about to have a bloody battle. Even though you're just doing your job. Thanks. You didn't trust my actions, but I don't blame you for that. If I become a teacher in future, I won't follow the rules completey. I may not get promoted, to head of subject, or senior teacher, but I'll understand the students. They'll be my friends, and I'll be theirs'

always waiting. -7:39 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2012

And I wonder if it was for me at all. Friends forever? Forever? A word I wouldn't use easily, lest someone holds on to it.

And the only difference, her "blog" has readers, mine doesn't. Well at least not anymore.

always waiting. -10:25 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

So.. I can finally talk to myself. My legacy. This blog is so dead, I doubt anyone will revisit it. Nostalgic to read the stuff that was here for so long again. Really tempting to express myself again, but nah. I'll give it a miss.

always waiting. -7:00 PM

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Blogging is no longer a method I can use to express myself.

always waiting. -9:13 PM

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Memory flashing by my mind like gold filling an all too small container, too fast for me to grab them. And not grabbing them fast enough only means eternal loss. Just need somewhere to throw this chunk.

Maybe, I should just give up trying to make you mine. It's clear, my existence is a hindrance to your path, whether I provide fruits to quench your thirst, or crops to satisfy your hunger. But be it throught the shadows, I'll still treeat you nicely, and do the same.

always waiting. -10:56 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Animal Abuse

I have been wondering, what's going on in the mind of animal abusers, and animal abuser haters. Influnece? Propaganda? Genes?
Has anyone not realised, animals are no different from humans? No let's not say that. Has anyone not realised, a puppy, a dog is an animal, but chickens, ducks, are also animals? Why, why do people go around swearing at videos of animal abusers, pictures. Swearing at them, cursing at them, promising they'll kill them if they see them bla bla bla. What, because they're killed? Because you saw how they died? Have you seen chickens being killed? No. Because from young, you only saw cooked chicken, and you eat it. You treat it as food, like vegetables. I don't see the difference in dog meat, or chicken meat. I mean, it's a natural human cycle till human grew brains. If we weren't so developed, we'd still be killing other animals for survival, predators hunt for the preys. Am I wrong? I don't see why cats, dogs, rabbits, hamsters, get special treatment over chickens, ducks, deers, cows and so on. Next, I don't even understand why they don't seem to figure out what the creator's intention is. So what, you see something you hate and you just
go ranting on it? I'd beg of you to take some time to understand the situation. What could they possibly do that for? To show animal lovers that they suck, to make people angry over their actions, in other words manipulating YOU, just because they feel like it, they want attention. Haven't you learned? More demand, more supply. WHY ARE YOU, FULFILLING WHAT THEY ARE AIMING, AND EXPECTING THEM TO STOP? WHY ARE YOU
FEEDING THEM THE MONEY, AND ASKING THEM TO STOP SELLING?

I won't be able to answer it if they just feel like doing it. There are situations that would affect it and sorts, but then again. It's not really their fault. If you were too blind to see what you're doing wrong, which is stated above, then they're probably just like you, being too blind to see abusing animals is wrong.

always waiting. -6:37 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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