|| left alone. *||

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Throw me into the oblivion, because I don't wanna feel it anymore, even though I can.

always waiting. -10:47 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2010

There, I've said it. Now no one will know. Harsh.

always waiting. -8:49 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2010

The best, are usually not noticed until the end. Because they do not talk
at all, but prove it all by their actions. They take all factless insults and give into to all won fights. And ultimately they unleash, and not even empty vessels speak. But that doesn't mean every quiet guy in your class is God.

always waiting. -10:44 PM

Monday, September 20, 2010

If I could down a vodka case before heading to school, unleashed my extroverted inner self.

Life would've been suck-free. If only, I didn't care how special friends were, if I treated the same. Each one and every, a friend at school, a friend I'd die for, and nothing else. No best friend, no girl friend. Get the results, get the achievements, get a job, give the life, live my time, join my father when it's over.

always waiting. -10:37 PM

When it comes naturally, the contents will come on its own, you won't know it. And they're trustworthy.

always waiting. -9:30 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Life's manual.

How to be, a good, or pretty much, perfect person. And how tough it is.

1. Now where do I start off... Right. You'll find a lot of selflessness in these few points. Selflessness is key to perfection. Perfection isn't reachable, but selflessness is on the way.

Now, selflessness. Basically, putting others before you. Hard it is, treating yourself badly for others. Keypoint here though, even ENEMIES. But it's definitely for the benefit of others, so if you keep giving in leading the other astray and stuff, don't.

Actions, such as keeping silent about a fact no one else knows. Maybe, little acts such as giving more of your rice to your buddy or family member because they just went for a jog and starving.

Or even keeping quiet about your heavy schedule while others rant on their not so heavy schedule. Comforting them instead. Now, the less people that you want to know, the greater the deed. And that is difficult, because people usually want to prove their good points. They can hardly hide it, drop hints here and there, to show that they are good. But is that necessary?

When you want to care for someone, be selfless, give unto others, you need to understand one fact. You shouldn't ~~ask~~ want anything in return. When you do something good, and want people to know, you just want them to be better to you, maybe remember and tell people you're a good person. Give a good impression, get rewards, etc.

Now, only the father needs to know of what you've done. That's good enough. He knows all. However, maybe I'm too mmuch of a scientific person, or others out there. You need strong faith, and trust to love a God that seemingly isn't real. And not being able to blame others out there, everyone starts with little faith and trust, and nothing is REALLY fueling the growth.

2. More though, are basic values. Integrity... Discipline... And stuff... further expanding one's own level in every area. Wooow that's hard. And very worldly as well. They come when you get your priority in him right.

Still, I can't end off if I were to go all on selflessness, loving others before yourself, do it and mean it, instead of doing for the sake of it. Its pretty much the basic thing, that affects the other values and qualities a human can have.

What's more, one should be happy, and at peace when giving. I guess that's about it, I;m off then.

always waiting. -10:34 PM

What now?

always waiting. -2:37 AM

Thursday, September 16, 2010

One day, Im gonna get lots of money. Im gonna travel the world with my loved ones, Im gonna buy apartments all over the world. Im gonna give invaluable love to thm, im gonna giv invaluable care, like how they once have given it to me.

Im gonna be a singer, a dancer in both aspects, im gonna be an artist, im gonna be a basketballer, im gonna have to have a nice size, nice body, im gonna be a programmer, im gonna be a game creator as well, im gonna be a top gamer, im gonna be a martial artist, wadeva arts thr are out thr, im gonna be a professional, serial killer, but also a gentleman at that.

Yeah its all a dream. A perfect life tht would nver rich me, maybe would, if i put 150% right from this moment on. Its gonna kill me.

Maybe, inpenetrable by bullets, explosives, super strength, speed, mind reading abilities, experience, and stuff can just take the place of everything else.

always waiting. -11:02 PM

Sometimes, its good to just sit down, take a look at your past, tell someone your achievements, feel a sense of victory, gather the strength, and nail down more achievements.

always waiting. -9:50 PM

Some people just don't grow up no matter how old they are. Trust me.

always waiting. -7:29 PM

"Fact: You start to get hurt the moment you begin to care."

That's false. When you really care for someone, you won't expect for anything in return. If there is nothing you expect in return, whether they turn your help down, they receive it and don't give a fuck about you, you may feel disappointed. Not hurt. Unless you have an ulterior motive of caring for someone... Then it isn't caring. It's trading.

It's a bonus if they recognise it, it's okay if they don't.

"If a guy cries over a girl, he must really love her."

The guy will never cry over a girl if he loves her. Maybe cry for her, but not over/because of her. If the guy loves her, he'll let her go. He'll let her go if she wants to, because apparently she doesn't feel happy with him. And if he loves her, he'll care about whether she's happy or not. Letting her go to her happiness, would make the guy happy, if he loved her. But if she left for someone worse, then yeah, the guy would be sad, cry FOR her. But not over her, not because of her, not because she left. But because she chose unhappiness instead.

always waiting. -7:10 PM

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Every once in awhile, I'll chance upon a person, that seriously has to grow up. Those people that act before they think, those people that go crazy over a party of opposite sex. They haven't experienced life yet, just kids. Its the beginner's stage. And they act like they know everything. Come on, its impossible to be love if you want that person so bad. Its impossible to be love if you're getting all fucked because the person reject you, whether they wanna be friends or not.

I'd say love is selfless. Wanting the other party to be always HAPPY. That's the key point! And not just wanting, but also making it happen. If there's love, that person would be happy as long as the other party is, no matter the circumstances. Together or not.

I'd say the guy that hides behind the scene, ordering her preferred coffee (Suger and stuff) behind her husband's back, is in love.

I'd say the guy that let her go if she'll find happiness with another guy, is in love.

It'd just be a bonus if you get together.

Infatuation means wanting the person. It ain't love, cause its no longer about the other person, its all about you. Its about your pain when you can't get him/her. Its about your joy when you're with him/her. Its not about him/her.

But its no point telling that person because you can't. You can only tell people that don't already have the problem, but they already, don't have the problem.

An immature person thinks that he's mature.
A mature person that should be immature thinks he's immature.
An immature person that should be mature thinks he's mature.
And mature peopl sigh at immature people because they can't do anything about it.

An immature person would think that he's mature, or otherwise the other as immature as himself. Well, THEY ARE immature.

A Mature person that's supposed to be immature, thinks he's immature, say a young adult, understands that the brain is not fully developed and thus, no matterh ow mature he thinks he is, he's not fully matured.

An immature person that should be matured, think they're matured because they depend it on their age.

And the matured person don't have a say, because there is no proof for maturity. It isn't math, there's no right or wrong. You can never prove an immature person wrong, unless he allows it, which shows understanding and maturity.

If you try telling someone that he's immature, he'll say "So are you, what gives you the rights...." or "I'm old enough, my brain is fully developed. Im matured."

You just... can't say anything. It ain't math.

So, at the end of the day, I just intend to share my views because I know it can't really change anything unless people start growing up.

always waiting. -2:11 AM

Monday, September 6, 2010

The pain is only there if you react to it.

always waiting. -7:54 PM

Saturday, September 4, 2010

sigh.

always waiting. -1:10 AM

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I'm feeling sick. Its the sensational feeling, great alright, colliding with a feeling of uncertainty mixed with anguish, senselessness together with sorrow. The crash just erupts, explodes, destroys, burns, surge.

The reason, through a tide.

always waiting. -10:17 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
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