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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

So many things to think of ...

Always have no time... If only the time will STOP!.. This is going to be so different... So much things to do... So little time.... So much to think of.. so many things to do... So many things to blog... Think of having fun... worry about so many things.. think about sitting down doing nothing and stare into the skys... Think about homework and exams... Think about everything.... think about doing things that are boring... or do other things that seem boring but fun when you do it... Wan to do this and that... Want to think about this and that.. Want to be angry, want to be sad.... There is just not enough time....

always waiting. -3:21 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Eww.........

OKay, not enough time liao.... Just post post hor? Yesterday my Math prelim... The day before yesterday is English. Today Chinese!... Tomorrow Science... Sian lorz... Just now I want to sleep, then suddenly got insect on my eye then I caught it, and kena shock same time. Then I threw it away. Then nothing happen, suddenly fly up to the ceiling and I tio shock lor. I take bolster protect, then it siam, I run down to my computer. xD ok byeszzz

always waiting. -10:30 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

I'm starting to have the same... depression thingy..

He is always my support, someone I can talk to, But I feel sad everytime I think when he won't be home tonight, or tomorrow night. I feel so empty, someone important missing. I just can't face the time when, my Dad will go to anoother place faraway, away from our home, away from Earth. I have fun with him. Though, with him around, I'll get nagged at. I still want him. I hate this happiness. My dad can finally come home. But it makes me so sad and empty. When I have to face that he has to go... For a long long time.. I have to sleep now. Haizz.. Try so hard to make my parents/gugus not angry. I keep failing. Desires of the computer did it. The devil... I have to sleep now. I cry even as I type now. I want to spend every moment with my Dad and mum together. In Thailand or in Singapore. My life and needs doesn't allow me. And I don't mean the computer. Literally my life.

always waiting. -10:13 PM

Should I be happy? He's gone like the wind...

My dad.... he goes like the wind, he comes like the wind. Bet some of you, Don't know that my dad is back? Bet most of you don't know that my Dad has already gone to the airport 5minutes ago? I'm going to miss him again... The same feeling hit me... Getting so lazy to post... Got so much to say. My biggest blog would be in my head, probably a few thousand posts ready to be read. But the problem is, I don't know how to make it known to the world. This blog is restricted only to me to access, view or edit. I don't know what the future has in store for me, my girlfriend? my home? my work? my studies? my happiness? all trapped between Singapore and Thailand, my Dad , and my friends, 6A. Stuck in between, ready to tear myself apart to do what I want. No matter how much I don't have control. I'm weak. Weak in my joy. I long for happiness, Yet I hate happiness, for they make me sad when it ends... What is happy? Can you be happy forever? At least in what pleases you now? No. I'm in-understandable.

always waiting. -5:19 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

I'm happy with the way I am. So should all of you.

I'm happy with the way I am. Ok? I think I'm cool. I think I'm cute. So stop saying I suck or I'm gay because I don't care. I'm contented with wat the Lord has given me. I love my hairstyle so you can jolly well shut up with the "EWW THAT'S GAY!". ............... There's always something missing... It goes up to as many as a hundred, it goes as little as one, but it can never have nothing missng at all... I'm missing a good friend. Where can you find a perfect friend? At least a guy? I need a true friend. Even if its a girl. I can have it. But girls, boys even... Get so much with the "Oh you have a girlfriend!" "yeah!" People get scared of the rumours. This created the "no girls and boys can co-exist" rule. Nobody is a true friend... They play with you, joke with you, but at times when they don't feel like it, they can't even help you take something for a few seconds. And complain about small things. So what if they stand up/ save you? They'll turn against you when they get better "powered and will back you up" people. The world just isn't fair...

always waiting. -10:26 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

PSLE Orals

Just come back home after cutting my hair... Whole day forget sia... That guy cut my hair so pain loh...But ok, he make the sides 101% the same xD. Sian loh... Actually I 8pm then remember. No matter what my mother refused to let me cut my hair because I did not remember. Then I angry loh... So... so... Like that loh.. Actually I want to cut the hair myself... But my father agreed to bring me cut hair. Then he said to me on the way, that is the same.. The way I treat my mother. Sometimes she needs our help but we don't help, busy with our own stuff. But I beg to differ, the stuffs she need is available anytime as long as I'm around/ my sister is around. And her stuffs are like songs not important as PSLE ORAL right?!? I needed my hair to get cut. PSLE is once in a lifetime... besides I can't get a haircut as and when I want. Okay.. Tomorrow chinese oral... super sian lah.. Now going to practise... Hope I do well. For my english the day after tomorrow too.. Ok I got to go now...

always waiting. -9:56 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Violent much?

What's becoming of people these days? What's so wrong... Irfan was right.. He's my classmate... The world is getting violent... First incident... Went to school.. Slightly late... The matter came into class... Though I love gaming but... What Is The Mater?? Can stop accusing?? I went to dinner... came home late... woke up late... Went into class.... People shouted... Daryl played games till very late!!! Blah blah blah.... Second incident... in church... This young little boy.... HAD TO HAVE HIS WAY. I went into this room after service.. This boy was drawing... I stood beside the whiteboard. I adjusted it better for him.. He screamed at me. And I just stood there. He said he went to call his brother. I took the marker he left and I went to draw. He came back pushed me and asked me to give him the marker... Being "scared" of him, I gave it to him. Then I stood beside there watching him draw. Then another boy came in and made the whiteboard turn, so that it disturbed the young boy. That boy thought I did it, he took the marker and drew on my pants.. WTH?!? And on my hand.. He drew on the boy that did it on the eye and neck.. Such a young boy.. I got fed up, I snatched the marker away. I did not give it back.. No matter what he did... He punched my in my stomach with all his strength... He pinched me.... eww... Then he.... got so angry... he rammed/bashed/smacked me with the duster.... that hurt ok? I didn't retaliate... gosh........................................................................................................

always waiting. -6:54 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Back again....

SO lazy .... so not blogging much...... Just finished watching this Home Alone 3 Show... Best comedy ever... Where this boy, sees burglars... called hte police twice, but the burglars escaped... Nobody believed him.. So he took matters into his own hands.. Setting traps all around. He outwitted four old people... He was very young. He emerged as a hero after that... ok... bye bye.. be back... to clear my stuff... in awhile...

always waiting. -11:19 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

How is my sister?

She has been gone for days... Hope she's okay... I got a secret to tel... but i can't say it till she's back... Oh well... anyway I gotta go sleep now.... Bye.....

always waiting. -10:17 PM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Basketball training

I realised the basketball training merely started in these last few weeks.... we did frog jumps.... train shooting... i was so lucky! i consecutive shot about 7 balls? Then I started to tire down... had so much training match.... I was so suay just now at my practice... First I kena elbow by Ah Boon at the stomach, next kena elbow by Joseph at the throat, next a ball was passed to me when the events happened, hit my finger.. OUCH! Then people scream liao lol.... just kidding... Sianz.. so tired.................. tired................................................. YAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWNNNNNNNNNNN....................................... But i'm not sleeping yet.

always waiting. -11:20 AM

Friday, August 1, 2008

Once again....

Wow... Its been a long time guys... got too obssessed with the new private server I played... Got a level190 Bow master... level158 bishop? level173 dark lord... level125 dark knight... My family is really breaking up... Now my sister doesn't want to study.. talked to her... she escaped from home 1 day liao... don't know what to do.... Sianz.... now no time, next time we meet again....(this is for like a post because I haven't posted in a while...)

always waiting. -5:14 PM

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