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Saturday, September 27, 2008

My phone...

Yes... I was patient enough, visited my father's boss house today and my father got a phone call from THAT family. The father found my phone and what else... dinner at his house tomorrow.. I don't know what is gonna happen though.. I would prefer not to see that boy.... Its not that I'm angry or whatsoever but... I'm afraid its hard to face me... I don't really blame him either.. I just hope he will stop stealing? But anyway I'm happy I am getting my phone back... ^^

always waiting. -10:31 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

These days...... So much has happened......

These few days... SO MANY sad and happy things happened... Feeling so confused.... Have fun and then don't like it... Even that time when I just went to visit the counseller(Lol? spell it wrong?), he could tell that I had problems.... Haizzzz............. PSLE........ Pressure much.... Need to study...... going to group study with BL, and others... Daily.... so..... difficult... although we know the paper is easy... MOE has to think about the below average people as well. But what's pulling us down is the fear of getting like ... 210? We're from an A class.... Pressure much... When our grades are already so low... I don't find much difference between other classes as well.... Sometimes.... So many people put us down.... when we're are facing so much difficulty.......... there are so many people... so amazed.... Many people don't really look around... When you actually look around you... What is happening, you will realise so many people.... Some people that thinks that only him/herself deserves to live.. anyone who goes against them must die... For fear of this, they join them, then as more people join.. they become an unbeatable team of wrong-doers and more good people turn bad, afraid to oppose them... A good example would be the "Against XXX" group, basically including more than 3/4 of 6A. Everyone goes against Xing Le, this girl... that learnt to reflect stings, she has a lot of bad points.. I AGREE. But is there anyone better, much better then her? I don't really think so. People normally look at the point of view they want to, hear what they want to... Normally standing up for friends instead of the justice. An innocent became the "jynx" overnight. So much is happening... Now currently playing some cool, new psp games, like Final Fantasy VII. Its one of the best rated psp game... It is cool, had me a little addicted. By the way, I'm making a new server, worked and did not work a few times... I consider myself as a good computer user, a good brain, a good math-doer. Thank the lord. It took hard work.. for reaping what I sow was what I was looking forward to. I'm gonna give my best in PSLE, I know I will do fine. Anyway, You guys can try my server. My forum site is 24/7: http://skylegend.muux.org , my server's site is not 24/7 and I don't know whether it works.... http://58.182.232.69:8080/ My server can be downloaded, including instructions.. Greatly appreciate people who test it.. but I'm gonna fix it only after PSLE... Phew.... So many things to blog after these few days huh?... As I said many people put you down when you are already in difficulty... When I study in the afternoon, no one sees it... And in the evening when I play, I get nagged at... People normally don't think before they do things, I'm not saying I don't do that....Its hard to change..... But life is that way..... When you really sit down... For a moment, you may call it slack... But just sit down for 5 - 10minutes. On the chair. Don't think about games. Just think about your life. Sometimes, people look at the bad things people do... but never remember the good things.. Treat the person as a bad guy. I always love the lectures given by Mdm Ling. She really knows a lot of things and she gives meaningful advices. Many pupils treat their form teachers as the best teachers, and their mother tongue teachers as the worst. Basically for people like me, who stars in english subjects and lousy at mother tongue. But I also like my form teacher. But when I hate my mother tongue teacher, I don't see it as because I hate mother tongue, I hate her. She is just UNFAIR. When the chinese class has to do something, she will make me stay at school to finish it up. Sometimes with my good friend/brother, Jarren. Examples are comprehension and compositions. What is so wrong about it? Oh, here goes. She lets others that have not finish their work go home but makes us stay back. Great. I skipped it a few times... Yeah... My dad is back and is going back to thailand next Wednesday... Tuesday is be yourself day... I'm gonna go as no-rule fanatic with gold/blue hairstyle and also, optional, a spider drawn on my neck. DRAWN. Anyway. I lost my phone. Its complicated. This family, came to my house for dinner. These two kids, played with my phone. I wanted to take it back at times, but they held tightly onto it with a sad face. You know, I can't scream at them or feel bad for like snatching it from them.. And I don't have all the time on Earth to look at my phone. So when they went home, I lost it. So I suspect they took it. I messaged my phone and the answer gave that my third aunt took it by accident. Then I was like phew, I'm relieved. Then at night when she came back, she told me that she did not message me or take my phone. Then I started to worry. Then my aunts cancelled the sim card. If it was not cancelled, I really would have said this,"Please give me back my phone, I won't scold you or be angry at you for taking it. I have a lot of information I have kept inside that I can'tlive with. I beg you. I will not tell about you to your parents." My father decided to call that family. But after awhile, he said he was pai seh , if he were to wrongly accuse them. And he also blamed me for not taking care of it well. I did not dare to talk back, of course. He also said there are other suspicions like my sister and my maid. My sister is not good at lying. When she posed as my friend disturbing me though the handphone when I was playing my game, I could tell it was her. The message was written unlike her style so she is out. My maid , I trusted her and also from her reactions to the case of theft, She was also out. It was then concluded 100% that that family's children took it. But my father just would not call him. I denied to all new phones/sim cards to be bought and waited in patience to the return of my phone. Inside it, I stored the blog content of the is it a crime? part 1. And also part 2. And also alot of things reminding me to do, a lot of messages inside too. I just could not live without it. Its a personal, treasured phone. Nobody likes to lose their phone? Especially people that keep data in their phones. I've been blogging for some time now...Its pretty much all I have to say for now....

always waiting. -9:57 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

PSLE Pressure

Ok.. Always no time... as usual... once in awhile.. I'll finish my previous post soon... Just no time... Tomorrow PSLE LC , wish me luck. ^^ Bye.. I really have to go now.. BYE! I always can't remember... been nagged until I forget.. ok bye bye... Er.. i got my previous post written down, just havent type.. wish me luck.. pressure....

always waiting. -9:52 PM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Long while...

Ok... I'm back... Pretty bored... Always wanted to play these cool game as I have played it before... World Of Warcraft... But its so lonely... My cousin is too pro to entertain me... And nobody can play with me... because you have to pay to play that game... Made my own maple private server.. Not fully working yet... Sian...

always waiting. -10:23 AM

the one who waits.

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