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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Dude, wtf.

always waiting. -11:43 PM

Immatured people think they're matured, Matured people that should be immature think they're immature, Immature people that should be matured think they're mature, matured people sigh at immature people but can't do anything bout it.

always waiting. -5:34 PM

Monday, August 30, 2010

I've been sitting on that bench for some time. I tried getting up, but then again I felt just like sitting down again. From there, I saw the masks, I saw the transparency. But apparently, whether blood was coming out or not, I didn't have no first aid bands. Didn't have no bandage, I'd leave my fortune for one. There wasn't any.

Everyday, just watching people pass. Some old, some new. Some daily, some a fortnight. I thought it was time to get up, and start walking. I'd planned to lie down, and go into a deep sleep. Maybe I'd miss those living moments, but I haven't slept in years. But today, I feel like stepping up again. Take a deep breath, and I'll hunt for that bandage. I don't know how long I'm gonna take, but I do know I'm not gonna stop till I find it.

I had planned to take walk into revolution.
The day I thought I'd get my life back.
The day I thought I'd find my rights.
But after the day I went through,
the greatness, the loveliness,
I felt great, I felt good.

I have decided against it
Because I know I won't make it.
I'll take a step into the situation I called mess.
Maybe I'll find my life maybe I'll find my joy.
But even if I fail, I'll fail with glory.

Maybe it was just my pride, my ego.
Just let lose of myself for one day,
and things might just go right.

But what if one day, just any day.
A tree were to land just on me.
Or maybe a shark came out of the sea.
Or maybe even a lion pouncing on me.
I'd take the blow so hard I can barely breathe,
And maybe even faint or cut or die.

Or maybe even take a knife throught my heart,
from someone dear to me or stranger alike.
But I'll say I'm not immune to pain,
But I'll say that didn't hurt.

always waiting. -9:33 PM

Monday, August 23, 2010

I said I wanted to destroy my life.. I started out on it, displeased people. And now, I say I wanna push it back, before I destroy my life. And I keep going back to them making small little comments becuz I couldnt resist it, couldnt get used to it. And now, I feel like im trying to get attention, whn thts nt my aim.

always waiting. -12:11 AM

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Singapore lost. Oh well.

always waiting. -10:32 PM

Today's sermon was awesome.

always waiting. -5:59 PM

Rapping Love the way you lie just makes me feel good.

always waiting. -12:25 AM

I wanna stand up on my own. Because whoever helps me the first time won't be there the second time.

always waiting. -12:01 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2010

This is the only place I'll talk to. I can't even take it, I've only begun trying.

always waiting. -7:58 PM

Monday, August 16, 2010

If your heart never liked your body, wanted to leave all the while, would you show it the damage you've done to the body and allow it to hop out? Or would you repair the body before showing so it would have to reconsider?

My heart.

always waiting. -11:05 PM

wow. fcked. no one pick up my calls today.

always waiting. -6:41 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2010

I'd prefer mind-reading over teleportation, brute strength, wisdom, or agility. Because neither of them can unpuzzle the human mind.

If only I could tell from the words you speak, the fact and truth behind every alphabet.

always waiting. -10:36 PM

Maybe I really should, overcome all fears, take a really nice jog outside, 3am in the morning. Just keep jogging, feeling the nice and still breeze. Quiet. Until its time for school.

always waiting. -5:30 PM

No one, no where else to turn to.

always waiting. -5:30 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2010

The desperate need to do something, but under control, makes me strong.

Consumed by humility, is the way of death.

Way of death, before life comes in.

always waiting. -5:06 PM

Friday, August 13, 2010

Still... in.... pain....

Got quite a bad skin shaving whn i played basketball few days/weeks back. The kind of entire skin getting scraped off, and thn aft awhile loads of blood come out. Good thing ive learnt a thing or two. Literally took off my shirt, and tied around my wound. Only problem was when walking home. Had to walk home either half naked, or wear back my bloody shirt.

Recovered in good progress, well, at least until today. Lied on the floor in class as usual... nt really usual, but yeah... Thn KEVIN LOK, gt mischievous and decided to see what hpned or wad ill do if he kneed my wound. Best decision made. The whole clot thr gt friction-ed off and my wound bled fckloads of blood instantly. Good thing thr was tissue, and my tie, so i tied it up. Tied it too tight, affected math paper. Untied it ltr. Felt betta. But very slow recovery..

always waiting. -11:34 PM

Every night, I stare at the night ceiling for hours after hours. It didn't use to be like that. It used to be games, socializing. I thought through these restless times. I thought about how I landed in such a situation. Maybe I got the basic grasps, but what really caused it was unknown. These moments are relaxing, felt good. Lying down on un-home ground. Staring into blankness, whilst hearing how the air moves, and how beautiful each creature of the night moved. Coupled with the little diamonds in the morning.

But time is short, beguiling isn't appreciated. Worth in this world is counted by accomplishments in the right things. Knowledge in the right ways. Strength in the right areas.

Loneliness. Yes, loneliness was the problem. Loneliness consuming someone, is as well as ridding him of his life. Devastation. Definitely not good.

Isolation, desolation. Leading to and led from the problem. Who can solve an unopen issue? Who can piece the blocked puzzle? Who can unriddle the situation?

The longer awake, the longer lived, the larger the impact, the higher the damage.

Slouched on by life, pressurised by human, burdened by thoughts, crushed by beliefs.

Life was beautiful. The changing fact despised all. Upon the angel's wing, the saviour comes, and destruction ensued.

Love, the only selflessness left, fulfilled and felt by one, destroyed by a herd. An army. The universe.

Bullshit.

always waiting. -7:58 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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