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Saturday, May 30, 2009

...

They didn't ask for the reason. They asked what punishment I would get. What can I say? Its the human mind. Late for training has to be cuz I couldnt wake up? Yeah... Its my fault if i cant turn up. Even if my dad died or smth. Theres always a reason right? Ant, u told me to try to reach by 10. Not Reach by 10. I already told u the toilet is fully booked, wtf were u thinkin? Tryin to pull down my name real real badly? If anyone was to be in fault, dun forget urself. Notice at 1-2am? U can jolly go f ur mum. Got scolded frm both sides. Hah, is it my fault?

And ant... u were sayin.... by this week? U nver fulfill ur promises... Never.

Still treated me like an enemy cuz u waited outside my door knocking and calling me but i didnt get u. Werent i the same, but i did it with no complaints? I asked questions and u scolded me. U called me cb, arent u 1 urself? Hey look, look at urself before u say others. U've done worse things than others.

So I was busy slacking,dota-ing the last few days, busy enjoying and not much of bball-ing. Im freaking heated right now. so yeah, thts all. I wont be so active anymore i guess, until im in thailand.

always waiting. -6:08 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

14-16

---=14 May=---
Exam-ed, duh, after exam, came to my house for dota. Cant rmb after the details, but i guess i either sleep, basketball, slack, or dota.

---=15 May=---
Woke up, brought the items. Crap, nver bring palette. Art exams, 2h. Sect a and b. Used 1h 55mins to do section b, section a COMPLETED in 5 mins. :D After tht, of course dota-ed at my house. Thn yeah... wanted to basketball, but slacked and sleep, so didnt and yeah it rained. Thn i tink got dota, yeah have. dota. Thn 11, no one dota liao, so slept.

---=16 May=---
Woke up in the morning, went for training, ate at admiralty, went home and dota, sleep, slacked, basketballed and back? I guess thr are interesting stuffs tht i lazy to share or forgot bah... Btw... our coach today went to wedding? So did my cousin? Same wedding or so qiao? Wah and tht bloody...... Ernest and "gang" ask me go dota, ant nver come thn kick me and go. wah...

Hav to go to thailand agn... I dun wanna go... But its my duty? My dad's in thailand... for a lonbg period... Thn my mum still say wad dun wan my father, dun nid parents, she wan to leave us... I hate my sister for causing her so much grief... Cant she be a proper person for awhile? For such an old adult, she's immature. Enjoying on the current,no stable source of income. I can't go for too long again.. I've already regretted enough not spending time in Singapore with my friends. They are important parts of one's life... Yes, they spend alot of time tgt with me during the sch days... But i totally cant rest! See it? Sleep late at night everyday, wake up early every morning, half of the time gone, left so little, ppl are nt allowed out. Holidays are the only time its loosened up, and i have to spend my time in thailand, alone in the house, on the computer, no basketball, no friends? It gets so much harder every advance in life, nobody sees it. I hide it pretty well. Don't I? I'm already not caring about much, but im supposed to. i dun see the stress in anyone else, they probably havent reached the stage, or they dun "look" around...

always waiting. -11:18 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

---=12-13 May=---

Muahahaha. :D
---=12 May=---
Studied at night until 12am thn slept. Woke up at 5.30am in the morning, study till 6, prepared, go to sch study with the rest. History was prepared, but totally no time for HE, forgot everything. Couldnt believe the paper was so ez, all the answers i see be4, just forgot. Thn history was ok... Thn after sch it was like come my house and dota. Thn i played public, owned with my bloody courier in dota. Thn yeah yeah yeah... didnt bball i tink. Duh. Thn it was like slacks? dota and dota, cuz 13 is language exam. Thn yeah, cant rmb bah. Just rmb last night use for 1 hour until 10.30 thn slept.

---=13 May=---
Blah.. woke up at 6.40, went to sch 7.10. Remembered some Lit stuff thn exam-ed. Was pretty ok i guess? Thn after sch asked Mr Soh stuff bout june hols, thn backed home to dota. Dota till 3, they left. ownself dota and slackz until 6. Ant asked me out to bball. Went bball till 8. Laughed like no tmr. Thn home-d. Duh.. lazy and tired now, so lno details. tata.

always waiting. -9:12 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

---=9-11 May=---

---=9 May=---
Saturday... What did I do? Hmm... Saturday training canceled... Must have been the usual, DotA.. Thn Bball, with cousin and ant and JX at Frgant court, cuz the greenwood 1 closed for funeral. Thn Suo xian came, but ant and JX left to go fishing. So we played a little more thn went to woodlands mart, thn went home. Yeah... thn slacked.... slackedd... Cant go fishing cuz of church the nxt day.

---=10 May=---
Woke up at 6.30, went to greenwood at 7.45. Reached thr. Changed court to RP, waited for Haris, reached RP at 8++ 9? RP closed. So they jogged, while i prepared to go. Went off at 9.45. Reached home late, prepared, waited for sis, DotA a little, played wtf mode with whosyourdaddy, gt 150++ strength from flesh heap. :D Thn church-ed, thn backed, took a nap till 5++. Thn I tink i went to play bball? Yeah, i did. No. Wait. Yeah. First, JX came to my house, thn we went to suo xian house. Thn dam funny. We all went to steal bicycle seat. shhhh... LOL. He go remove 1 screw, thn we pretend play bball. Dam gao siao sia, thn slowly take take take, took of the backseat, dunno why they wan throw the front seat away. Thn the tyre air hole oso take out. XD

Thn he went home to fix bike, while we go first. Ltr meet at my house with Ant. Thn suddenly, he cant come le. Thn reached my house at 7++ 8? THn ant havent come. Thn called him, he just woke up. Waited all the way to 8++ 9. Thn we went to bball a little. played abc, 1v1, jx against ant, jx won 7-2? i won jx 7-4? ant played with me till 5-2or 3. thn i went to eat with jx. Thn, ant went home, thn went to jx house, thn we cycled to sembawang meet my sis. Thn waited for her frens, thn we went to the lan shop at yishun. We cycled thr. Thn we played from 1am all the way till 10am.

---=11 May=---
10am.... Got back, bathed , slacked, waited for ant, and fell asleep at 11.30am.

Woke up at.... 9? Ate. TV-ed. OMG EXAMS TMR. ok, gtg? Study for history and Home Econs... I have a feeling ill do badly...

always waiting. -9:48 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

---=7-8 May=---

---=7 May=---
Blah blah blah.. Lesson day, no exams. Went to school in da morning, did math, thn sch started. First lesson MT, teacher talk for 1 period, other half period for revising work. Completed the math work. Thn yea... bla bla bla.... as usual... After sch, klins, marcus, ZJ, DotA-ed at my house. As usual. Thn all the way to 7, they left. Win/lose some here thr. Anyway, thn after tht went to cres with Ant and Dane, basbketball-ed awhile, Home-ed. I guess? DotA-ed with Wei Yuan Lee. Thn ZZZzz....

---=8 May=---
Woke up at 5. Fell asleep, woke up at 6. Prepared, revised science, went to sch, tutored ppl. Exams came. Math, pretty ez, but no guarantee. 1hr. Science, quite difficult, didnt revise properly enuff. Completed at 10.55, checked for 10-20 mins, stared at fa dai for the nest 10-20 mins. After paper, went home, same ppl come to my house. DotA and DotA... Yeah.. Until left Zj, dota till 6+, thn went to basketball practise. Played awhile, thn tio scold and scold, thn talk and talk, thn went to KFC, thn Coach Zhao. Thn we... Go vista slack, thn go ant's house... thn walk arnd, go JX house, thn finally to my house. Thn... yeah. Tired.. Cant post on the details...

always waiting. -12:56 AM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Tooopicless.

---=5 May=---
I think I just DotA-ed. The last thing I remember about what happened yesterday, was my mum desperately tryin to off the com at 10.30++

---=6 May=---
Yawnzzz.... 6.30. Up, prepared, left house at 6.50. Reached sch at 7++. Chionged and memorised compo letter writing format. Success. English compo was like chionged, missed out lotsa points. Realised gt so much time. In the end, letter writing - 520+ words. Compo - 505 words. I mean, wtf? Breaked after EL, thn chionged thru memorisation of CL 1. Success. Thn CL oso over. Letter writing - 200++ words. Compo-300++ words. Thn yay! end of sch! NOT. History remedial. Supplementary actually. Finished the last chap. Released.

Came over to my house, DotA-ed all the way till 7. Just the 4 of us... at 2 coms... After tht, dinner-ed, tv-ed. Oh, and also handphone war! As in, I was bored... I took out hp, played loud music so aunt couldnt watch tv. Aunt gt angry, took out her hp, and started chionging loud music. LOL. So we competed, try to put the phone nearer at each other's ear. Thn she started to push my phone, grab my phone and i did the same. Until I grabbed her phone and her chain broke. War ended. ----==----

So yeah, thn Ant asked me for DotA. Played 2 matches, both with Pudgey. First match was pretty gd hook aiming, but i didnt own, kept suiciding and dying. Second match lost terribly. Thn Jasreen asked me for help on her blog, thn she went offline. See what i can do fer her tmr. Thn, yea done. Better go and sleep. Omg.. gt wad hw ah? XD.

always waiting. -10:59 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Bleh...

---=3 May=---
So after church, went home, thn went to chong pang for dinner if im nt wrong.... eh? NOOO. Went home to slack, thn 4+, went to airport. Sent my father off, but first, we ate, walked around, slacked, funn-ed, thn we sent him off. And thn we went back, by the time i did, it was 10. So I chionged thru half of the hws, and it was 10.50. Slept by 12, arnd 11+. Listened music mah.

---=4 May=---
Next morning went to sch to fin up the work, thn it was lessons, assembly in class. yay! Extra time to do hw. So it was like... ok.. thn temperature.... cmon.. up 1 level... no nid go sch, skip MYE. LOL. Ok so...thn blah blah blah.... listened to music at the back of the class usual and... done....

Went home, played dota at my house. This time, I only restricted myself to 2 comps. Just imagine.... 6hrs, 4 comps, 5days a week, 4 weeks a month, 8months a year, and 4 years a decade? How little can the electrical bill be? Thn yeah, own and owned. Nope, sorry, just Own. So it was like.... wanted to go bball, but they werent there anymore... So yeah.... I tink i just computed all the way. Thn night, gt nagged, it was 10.30++, so went to bathe and ZZZZZzz.....

---=5 May=---
Yawn... Woke up at ... 6.20? Aunt was in the toilet... So got up fulyl at 6.40, chionged to sch, reached at 7.10. Chionged thru er... literature, apparently the only hw, thn it was lesson. NOT. Just assembly in class agn, some ppl came in 7.30++ nver get scolded, thn it was temperature temperature.

Home Econs, just corrections and exam format... Thn math, just breezed thru angles and stuff.
-=RECESS=-
Literature? Yes... Topped clas consecutive twice in a row, by getting 22/25 and 23/25. GAY. LOL. So yeah.. it went past before I knew it and it became mother tongue.. I hated it... UNLESS, MT teacher didnt came, and thts wad happened. But usually, we will get some stupid comp-re or comp-o... Whns the comp-uter comin? O wellz. But it was different today! Totally slack? NO WORK! So it was like telling us stories.. ghost stories, abt our sch haunted... Abt the takashimaya. Abt our sch last time built on grave, thn gt 1 guy wan be girl, thn cannot, so go girl toilet and suicide, thn the hair dresser room( thr is 1???), sometimes will shake violently, thn if u look in, gt 1 flying head lookin in the mirror, slowly turn to ur direction. Thn still gt the wad, new house, the ghost will make marble dropping sound. And still gt at 1 am, ppl walk past the sch, see 1 small girl walkin in the D & T room, with a phone.

Thn still gt, the teacher play truth or dare, thn they play must drink up, all teh drinkes, sauce, pepper, food, all mix tgt, thn the dare was to put the cup under a fat lady's skirt. He went to put, but the lady turn behind and say, WHAT ARE U DOIN?, thn he say, I DROP MY KEY. LOOOOOL. Damn funny... Thn... RING RING~ Omg... bell went off.....

So it was science... Thn listen to music, as usual, super slack. Section A full marks. Oh yeah.. Did I mention i gt 30/30 for math clas test? Yeah, im owning the class agn. tht is... gd. I realised, i gt a big brain to take in alot. But the attitude really counts... Im afraid of ppl like haiqal, zaidy, xavier... ppl tht get tops in several subs. Scary... My MT aint godlike. Failed the last test by 2 marks.

Thn miss cheah was leaving tht day, so we took out our handphones started snapping, gettin number, email, emailz, took gifts, videos of her speech? and pictures... Yeah. The teacher was like dun care, take out ur phones loh. XD.
~~~~Best math teacher Award.~~~

Ok yeah.. so after sch, went home with ZJ they all, want to buy prezzie for mdm ling mah. at CWP. Prepare prepare, realised phone havent charge. So went to charger, found out screen nt workin. As usual, and the always solution was to either hit it or drop it hard, or twist it. So i tried both and didnt work. So I took of the batt, it became easier to twist, cuz it became slimmer. Thn I twisted till teh extent i heard a small crack. OMG... Thn I turned on the phone. Guess wad? It was like liquid ink on a cracked glass.

Time check- 3.05. Great. Went to sch, reached at 3.30. Planned to bball first, they closed the court for funeral, so waited till zi cai and ani came. Th nwaited, till justin, irfan and anoop came. Thn we waited , thn putra came. Thn lots of girls came tgt. Thn.... Anoop stamina become dammmmm gayyyyyyy. Super pro sia??? O well.... twice a week, run 2km? He even ran cross country run! So.. it was like, mdm ling just keep talk to the gals... we slacked and caught up on each other. Justin still as guai lan. Ppl changed.... Thn suddenly Mdm Ling ask me... Is it true ur in love with constance?? I was like... No??( was thr a betta reply?) Tht wasnt a yes, no question. Tht was a no question. So it was like suddenly, WHO WAN RUN 1.6??? Thn we went to run, anoop started first. Thn i chiong, lazy to run liao so stopped. Thn girls started to overtake. So I thought, Ill just cut thru the muddy place. In the ned, won anoop by a bit, but my shoes were... filthy.... Somemore i cut also nt a lot... Anoop sore loser.....
Somemore he started first? And I cut thru this much only....
_______
l.l.l.l
1.1.1.1
_______ See the third number 1 from the left? I cut thru 1 straight line. ONLY.(ignore dots)

So yeah...
Thn... after tht, slacked, took pics i guess.... Thn went back.
DoneZZZzzz.

I knew it from the start.
I took a blind chance.
A blind one, I was blinded.
Not by beauty, not by whatever.
Blinded by deep down inside.
I would've left so long ago,
If you would have just said.
Let's just say I took a break.
But I won't stop, get that right.
I know, its not your fault.
Somehow, it didn't hurt me much,
Maybe I was prepared? Maybe I knew it all along?
But I wouldn't have regretted the decision I made.
This sounds emo, but I don't think it is.
You want to spread this any way,
I don't care.
Just know, its your choice. Not mine.
And I don't regret what I did either.

It wont stop me.... The hunt continues. Bounty Hunter has not died...
Though he might've failed.
Or was it some play tricks?
Maybe it wasn't a fail. Maybe it was a success.
On one part that is..

always waiting. -7:38 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

---=2-3 May=---

---=2 May=---
After blah blah blah, started to DotA, thn we went out for dinner. Had Zi cha, how to say? Just order a lot of dishes everybody share. Thn after tht, some walk home, some take bus home. Reach home, they mah jong-ed, while I completed the DotA game with Dave kor, thn began searching for MMORPGS because he wanted, so in the end, we found 1, but we didnt play, he say he might buy, but tht night he just photoshop, while I did my own things... Boring right? Yeah... Until 12am thn went home. Slept at 1 am.

---=3 May=---
Realised my alarm clock not working. Lucky Ant called over, or else would have been late for training. Woke up at 6.17, Prepared and chionged to Admiralty, 6.45. Slowly went over to Court and saw Dane thr liao, Thn we play, stretch ourselves, thn realised training was cancelled, So we did our own training. Half go and run 6.6km, while the rest did training first. I was in the group to run. Thn we run and run, run and run, thn dunno y, nver use stamina at all, only leg no more strength. Thn we had alot of breaks, super slack somemore. We run halfway, still stop go sit on swing. Lolz. Thn we went back late, it was 9 le. So the other ran suicide, next week thn run 6.6. Thn we played match, Early game was equal equal, until they suddenly shoot up until 20-10? Thn we play properly, brought the score to 16-20, thn it was 9.51! Slowly went home, prepared and went to church.

Church was boring, reached thr late, and I attended the thai service sia. It was until 12.07, stomachache, thn went to toilet, for.... 20-30mins. Thn came back, it was about to end, so waited outside. Thn after service, came home loh. Thn... yeah.. Done.

always waiting. -2:16 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

.................................

---=1 May=---
Forgot what time I woke up, Friday? No... Last night, Jun Xiang and Ant still came, so we DotA-ed, while JX slept as usual, until 4, thn Ant wnet home. So I went up to bed to sleep, JX oso. Today morning, JX left to c his gf at 9.30, so I sun bian woke up to play games. Thn play play, had to go out for breakfast-lunch. Thn we shopped a LIL. (I hate shopping), thn we got home. Got home, Thn I cant really rmb, but a short while and I went to bball le. So we were bball-ing... bballing... Playing slackishly, thn my cousin came, Dave, nanzhen, anything.Yeah, he came and trained us cum play, 5v5 matches, against phillipines and normal people. He said we did good... right?? Thn he treated us to mac, lol. Had free dinner-supper and thn we went home. Got ready for DotA and we played with Ant thru the net. Couldnt play with EX-Coach cuz we started too late. Thn we played awhile thn Dave kor went to sleep. I was tired, he asked me to sleep, ant went offline, so I thought I slept too. It was 3am.

---=2 May=---
Woke up in the morning about 11am, thn we went for breakfast at CWP, ate breakfast-lunch at food court, thn went to the other banquet food court to have desserts. Surprisingly, we shopped a little before going home. Thn, Dave kor said need to wash floor thn can dota. So I waited, and thn went to nap first while waiting.

Got up after he washed floor, but we had visitors, so cannot dota. Thn when can, I watching their marriage video, so he said he go to his new house first. So anyway, I woke up agn at 3... Thn watched the video, and done.

always waiting. -4:44 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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