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Thursday, July 24, 2008

No time...

Sorry guys.... no time..... actually lazy.... Yesterday, I play GunZ... Was so angry. Then ok loh... GunZ... Getting bored... Now playing kongregate... Hacking again... Pro hacker sia me xD.... Yesterday.... I lazy type out the daily stuff lah... so..... Anyway, yesterday... There's this level31 guy. I was level 42. Then that person was a talk-killer, lucky massiver, ganger... And what's worse, she minused my experience... so... !!!! And I kept losing to her... But got over it when I finally stopped trying to revenge and go get some experience from higher levels.... Sianz... busy now... bye......

always waiting. -6:01 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

As life goes on...

Back again for my normal post... Almost the same old stuffs daily... Today people made me angry... Haizz... What to do.... This stupid guy, too kmy bag and cycled on his bike away just when i was about to go home, I started chasing him and then another guy came to block me, realising it was NOTHING AT ALL I continued to chase, realising he is GONE. Don't wanna talk about it.... But I got it back.... I'm planning to watch the Jonas Bros Show on disney channel in September... Camp Rock. Nice show... Love the songs, Duplicate of high school musical ^^. I'm going to start blogging all th stuff I have tomorrow, clean up my pencil box, Clear up clear up my things... And so on. Ok... Gotta go now... Bye.

always waiting. -8:33 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

[Untitled]...

Well, So tired. Just finished chionging GunZ from level 36 - level 40. 1 moe level till page 41 quest... Hacks are good but... Doing it alone is sian... Tomorrow going church.... Today skipped basketball training haha... Lazy to post again the stuff I collected... Tired... But I'm using more movies to express the good morals.... So touching.... So....... Anyway... Channel U at 10pm is a very touching show too.... So touching it can make me cry!!! lol... And so... I'm posting now to tell you... That I'm not abandoning this blog... At least not yet... ^^... Then... getting used to life lah... Starting to forget my dad.... Haizz.... How lah??... The joy here is taking up my space for him... Super tired.... Feel like enjoying things with people, friends like movies... But.... hai yah.... So miseable... And life still has to go on...................................................................... . . . . . . . . . Sian.... I'm tired of my life, I want to do things I'm not supposed to do... I don't want the stress. I want everything to be in my way.... But... I'm not God... That's the whole problem.... I know I can't be God.... I don't want to be God either..... With great power comes great responsibility.... Get it? And revenge can turn you into something ugly... VERY UGLY... Yup.... From Spider-man 3. That's one of the movies... ok.... sian le..... bye bye..... MISS MY PARENTS IN THAILAND! God Bless all!

always waiting. -11:35 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Haizz....

Back again... with not much time left... my blog now so dead.... planning to put up a video here nxt time, a video made by a group of 4? including me of course.... And another video made by another group which is hilarious..... Read finish a book today.. Surprisingly THE FIRST IN THIS YEAR... So many things I want to say to make you all understand but... I just can't remember... All the happiness I felt... are temporary yet I long for them! But why do I see no joy in eternal happiness? Is it human's nature? to turn away from the Lord? NO! But why do people do it? The joy, the temporary joy they found is keeping them away from the eternal joy from God himself... Going too much into it.... Oh yeah... I think I wanna add some nice songs, christian songs, hope you guys don't mind but don't worry... Its nice enough. I remember when I watched KungFu Panda, Many others watched it too. I still remember the most valuable part. The dragon warrior, a very powerful warrior. To become one, you have to read the dragon scroll... After so much fighting and challenges, the bad, and the good both found that there was nothing, NOTHING in the scroll. They were shocked.... Till the KungFu Panda, Po, realised what it meant. His father was a very professional noodle maker, and his noodles are delicious. There was a secret ingredient he added that made it nice. The father then wanted to tell Po the secret ingredient. He said," The secret ingredient is, there is no secret ingredient at all. It is special if you think it is." It is special if we make full use of it. Once he heard that, he went to fought the undefeated Tai Lung who escaped, and the one who caught him died. Po won the battle. Good moral? Put good use! Next thing... At school, normally, when we hang out at the playground. We had a team of stay backs. But there was a new guy that joined our team.(nothing special) Then the fun part, You know the swinging thing? For exercising? For older people? Yes, we turned it into a I'm Not Going To Play That Ride Anymore! ride. Lol. I'm just kidding. But we did turn it into a thriller roller coaster, we had so much fun at the stupid things that happen... The injuries we got were over so fast... We kept laughing and all.... But I'm going to say it detailed... so that's about all for today.... bye..

always waiting. -11:48 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Back once again...

Ok... I'm back again.... Got time now, but not really free.... So like that loh... Had my english oral today.... Did pretty well, smailed, eye contact made the teacher laugh and smile... ok much better than my chinese... Right now... Dunno what to do..... I lazy type other things.......... sian....

always waiting. -10:47 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Back again...

So back again for posting, Not much time so I'm rushing... Today Oral did bad loh.... Read until so lousy, picture discussion also, same with conversation... Hope and pray for better luck tomorrow with my English Oral.... So... its another so-so day or my life.... Another emotional day.... Got hacks for GunZ liao... Gettting more to make Leveling easier.... Watched High School Musical (HSM) Just now by chance while browsing through the channels... I remember the old times, When I shared the joy with friends... We were all so crazy about it,We sang and so on... Now its no longer a hot favourite... Thats all I can say... Goodbye...

always waiting. -12:27 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Another form of life story...

I really suggest... If you really want to find out what's really happening around, go to my cousin's blog, hes not as young as me, about 27? Check out his blog/website, He is Nanzhen Gor.

always waiting. -5:05 AM

Memories of pains... What the future holds...

Oh well... GunZ just DCed me out and so.. I guss I have to start somewhere... before I play my basketball later... Sprained my thumb just now during training... Basketball training... Its just so sad... So confused... My friends.. all... I have been trying to be a better person, a less vulgarity speaking person... Can't understand why my frends are trying TO DO it... All the pure innocent ones... Has been hurt baadly by the few notorius people in school... Including 6A... Those bold people... Haizz... Recently after the chalet... My aunt struck 4D and won $180.. Gave me adn my sis $5 each... Then she bought those scratching cards... $50!?!?!?! Yes...Not playing harvest moon liao... because its sian and.. The event that happened once in 120 days... just went past because of an earthquake.. !@#$%^&*()_+ So.. Stopped... Its so hard to understand someone I realise... Its hard to understand mainly because I cant't remember everything to type out... The time is so slow.. Yet so fast! What can we do? ... I miss the past.. And I want to go to the future... That'll put my joy of primay schooling, the friends I had for 3 years? away... Those who are first will BE the last.. Those who suffer WILL enjoy... Those that serve others WILL BE served by others... And vice versa... I pray for my friends... Those people out there reading my blog... To change... The bad behaviour of schooling.. Away to a brand new kid.../ Adult... Its so hard to cope... My friends don't know me.. They still think I'm the same... No... NO!... They can't wake up... They enjoy NOW and suffer LATER... They haven't thought... Where will the joy come from? After 6A breaks up? All the joy... The friends.. The teachers? All gone?!? No! I don't want it?! But what can I do... I want to contact everyone... Gather once in awhile... But... How? My study group.. SO MUCH STESS?!?!?!?!!? Adults might think.. So young stress what stress... I'm not comfortble with the people in Thailand... I wanna get an SG girlfriend... But not soon... But even if I have... She can't follow me to Thailand... Where my father is 80% going to stay for a lifetime... Though we'll meet... But it'll still go.. No matter how hard... Its impossible for time to freeze... I really want to cherish all the friends now... Before its too late.. But some people don't understand.... WHY?! The moment I make a move, the clock ticks... The sky inside my world.. starts falling... falling all the way down..... Crashing.... Burying.... I cry in pain for what is to come... Can't... go on... The joy in school hiding my permanent joy at home, yet I want the joy at school.. No why? The Lord is the everlasting joy.... An explosion in me.. Life is unfair... To put you through happy events, only to take them away from you... THE WORLD IS A LIE! ALL IS A LIE! BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE! ONLY THE LORD IS NOT A LIE! But why?!?! why only him?? I can't find whats wrong? I feel better after posting.. Because I know more people understand me, Blogging is half a diary, half human being... I want the Lord to be my friend but it seems so difficult... I can create songs.. with the right tune when I'm sad.... Changing everytime.. I just don't remember... Even the words I'm typing are.... together with tunes... Determination... is something that helps you attain possible without the Lord things... Like the last time, I broke a clip... I tried so hard to no avail.. I kept trying and I got it... in time before my mum realises... But the impossible things, said by human beings, is possible with the Lord, You might ask, I want snow in SG, Why don't have? Because there's a part of you not trusting that it will happen.. Can you tell me, You believed with no doubt you KNOW IT WILL happen? I want to share the joy with others... I want to play games with friends... Someone to talk to me 24/7... No one except the Lord.. but... I can't talk to him?!? Its so hard... I want to make a study group... study... So stress... And now PSLE?!? ... My friend.... I don't know why... but he managed to say this.. I thougt it was meaningful.. but I can't take it that way... : Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened.... Something I can never do... If only 6A can go on forever.... It can't... I want to be with my dad.. I want Thailand and SG...... My father is so lonely... Every night.. I wll just reflect on my life..... I enjoyed the past... But its too late to realise that.... I'm so sad... Thinking of others... How they cope? Never offend a girl... A saying goes... But I don't really care... Girls will hurt you, they can't hurt you much.... I mean kids.... (when you're a child, and the girl) And my family... ITS REALLY BREAKING UP....Now I don't know... My mum quarrelled with aunt yesterday about the altar in our house, whose house and whatsoever... Breaking up much? And my mum is going to leave for Thailand... All I can do now is scream out so loud.. And carry on with the unfairness of life... John, For God so loved the world, That he gave his one and only begotten son tat whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life... One MUST believe... Matthew 5:8, Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God... I'm not done with blogging... but I guess I'll continue another time...

always waiting. -3:43 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Lonely... I am so lonely..

So sianz... Got nothing to do... GunZ maintenance.. no friends to play with... no homework to do... Don't feel like studying and don't feel like posting all the stuffs... So lazy... Haiz... Thinking of playing basketball or going to the "brown" playground... Its what we call a playground, its totally brown.. Miss the old times... hmm.... Sianz...

always waiting. -8:01 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

One of my favourite joke phrases... Invented by Jarren and always used when we are acting angry like... He did something bad but its small.. So you don't really care then I'll say... Today after school you watch out xD... Ok... All I wanted to say... In memory of our friendship... All friends will go through storms... And there's always a time when you will have to let go... Leaving the ones you love most... Everything HAS TO go... Its only a matter of time... Nothing lasts forever except the relationship between you and God.... Sad to say.... Many still don't realise the time... So sad... Still don't feel like posting those stuff... GunZ maintenance going to over... so ... Bye bye...

always waiting. -5:36 PM

Long long time...

In school now... Now is my break so I'm allowed to use computer, people complaining so long no update liao.. I got a list of words I wanna type on pieces of paper.. But I don't want to blog here so... Like that lar.. I won't be going home to blog either because I'd probably go straight to computer to play GunZ or do my homework.. GunZ is addictive lol.. So maybe once I get bored, I'll start posting... That's about it... No time liao... Bye...

always waiting. -4:03 AM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

and they say

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