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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

2ND School Day...I still miss my father...

I still miss my father... Its just not the same without him.... I really hope there's enough time to be with him...A second chance... Went to school today... of course.... Started passing around my autobiography book yesterday... My arm still hurts from the injection yesterday... Tomorrow gonna get my trophies I won for the school and my team at Nan chiau science and math tests... Well... Its normal normal, did my homework, played computer, played at the playground today and yesterday... Going to play games after I do my homework later... I'm not really working hard... I don't know how to... Sian... So... Going back to tell about my experience with the Lord... I treated him as another human being and doubted him... Not realli right... But now I have started to change towards him... That day... I read the bible... Before that... I prayed and prayed that he'll give me answers and what I needed, joy... Joy... What I felt was from my father... Though my friends at school are fun... I'm slowly changing to be better... But I'm still considered bad... I occasionally during at school... would think of him... The fun here... Is only temporary but... The joy from my father will be more permanent than those joys.... JOY-Jesus first, Others second, and You last... To have joy... It is like that... But joy must be in you... Worrying doesn't add another hour to your life... But I still can't help worrying... My mum comforted me that night... When I cried out my worries to her... I feel better now... Back to the bible... And after that... I read Ecclesiastes chapter1-3(It was randomly flipped) I got many answers to life itself... And also Luke11-12 and also Proverbs 31.. They can be found in the bible. I prayed for understanding before this.. And I understood more than what I usually understand... The answers were there from the start... I just didn't read deep into the meaning... Belive in the Lord, Trust him and you will SEE, you will HEAR and you must PREACH. These words... guided me... Forgiving people must be a constant habbit... But of course punishment must not come from you but the Lord himself... You must first start by forgiving 7 times... After that 77... Next 777... then 7777 and so on... See what stage you reach... If you ever make it higher than the 10 stage, You're good... But forgiving alone doesn't bring you to Heaven... Praying... Reading the bible... Doing his works in order to his Will... Believing and trusting in him... Brings you to the treasure in Heaven... Fear the one hat can send you to hell.... or heaven... Don't fear those that can hurt your body badly... The one that can send your soul to hell is the one that is important... Can and not Will... My life... Has alot of pain, joys, worries... You might not realise... But... Next time... All you can do is regret... Never regret if you choose not to believe... Change if you can... If you can't... I don't know what else to say... But you always have aq chance or more... Like the Lord has given me... I miss my past.... I wish I could back... The happy times then... My father was with me... But never regret still... Nobody... Only the Lord can take away pain.. I pray that he'll help me... This post is getting long... So I'm going to keep this short...
. Prayer: From the bible
Father in heaven, May your name be honoured, may your kingdom come... May what you want to be done be done on Earth as it is done in Heaven... Give us today our daily bread, Forgive us our sins just as we also have forgiven others... Keep us from sin when we are tempted... Save us from the Evil one...
Lord, I pray that you'll keep me in good hands... You'll take care of me and shield me like you can shield the clouds, the sun... I pray Lord... You'll give me success in studying, help me to be hardworking, (you can pray for, alot more)(And take note, all these needs effort... It won't happen on its own) To be a better person... No evil or Satan can exist on Earth... Evil and Satan will be sent to hell by the holy fire from Jesus... I pray for my fellow friends, teachers, family and relatives and also others... That you will change them from bad to good points and good to better points... I pray for them as I have prayed for myself... God bless all! Amen.
I'll repeat... Take note, all these needs effort... It won't happen on its own.
Ok... Time I stop... Bye bye...

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