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Monday, June 23, 2008

My continuing sad story that made me tear...

Becoming so emotional... Because of the fear I realised... Everyone... Almost everyone... Doesn't care about this or that... Because maybe you think it is not... but it is, that you have alot of time... Anything can happen... Anytime... He can be separated anytime.... And I can do nothing about it.... Unless the Lord guides him back to work at Singapore... But currently.... He's planning on working in Thailand ... And after retiring stay there... And follow God's will.... Which means.... He can never stay permanently with me.... I have to study at Singapore... And he's so old now... about 45? Many of you are fortunate.... To have your parents beside you almost daily... Even if they leave? They should come back within that month... Its not going to happen to me... I'm so weak... Crying and crying last night... And my eyes got swollen... Because of that fear... He can leave me anytime! And I don't want that to happen! If studying 23hours, 59 minutes, 59 seconds a day... Can stay with me.... There's a possibility I might do it... My grandfather died... And my heart was almost broken... I didn't have much with him... But my heart almost fell out... I wonder what would happen if it was him... I know this... I must start working hard... I wanna make him proud... But this laziness inside me is pulling me down... I magine what if I can never see him again... Being with him... brings me joy... he has guided me for so long... There's a bond between us.... He has taught me so much... I treat him as a role model.... I'm also counting the days left till I can go to Thailand again.... My eyes have healed now... I just went basketball just now, and went to church before that.... I was still having sore eyes at church... If anyone murders my father.... I want to... But I know I must not... revenge... Revenge is never a good thing... A tooth for a tooth makes the whole world bogay... An eye for an eye, makes the whole world blind... There's no ending... Something I'm trying hard to change... the revenge inside me... Wake up all that read this blog! There is no more time! Be good while you still can.... I hope there is still time... That the Lord will make time for us to see each other again... I had a made a long prayer yesterday... praying for everyone to realise the time now... Nobody is getting younger, Not all baddies are getting better... Anything can happen.... 4year old people can die... So what are you waiting for??.. I wanna remember this.... and not to change back to what I used to be... a little like a jerk... I want to be better... And I hope for you all too... My father... He was always there for me... No matter what and when I need him... I still remember when he carried, drove me to the 24hour clinic in the middle of the night because I had a tummy ache.... I'm so emotional... Even songs can make me sad... Because... songs put me in their place... sad songs... losing things... I can feel the sadness in these songs...Ok... All these has to go.... I'll continue on others... My flight back to SG yesterday... I watched CJ7 and had a nice meal... The story was so sad... Imagine if there was no CJ7... and that was me and my father.... I would have regretted... and maybe died on the spot... I must work hard... Anyone free for tutoring chinese... please notfiy me at CBox or message my phone... If you already know... bye bye.... I'm gonna go already...

always waiting. -11:37 AM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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