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Sunday, October 5, 2008

Everything, overlooked in one go.

hehheh, Yo. Once again... PSLE is left with 3 days more, pressure is building and, studying like zombies given no rewards has just begun, people that treat people like slaves, do work, and then no reward... I just get confiscated of psp and computer. Yeah, of course lah never study! But so what if I study? You got see? No? So study for what, people say never study, oh well. Then even if see. Oh good loh, study more. Oh, get 250 for psle? Oh good, good. And walk off. Study until going to die, walk past, oh study so hard arh? Good good, but if never study !@#$%^&*()_+!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like that loh. So, What's the point? If this happens, I'd rather fil PSLE and retake, after all, WHO CARES? Even if the people who care, can't do anything. Enough of the hateful PSLE, where everyone don't care.
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Lifeless
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Everything is clear, but unclear, confused but unconfused, undecisive but decisive, tired but restless.

What lies ahead, is what we have made.
Tearror and death, was what we laid.
In us lies sorrow, which fills tomorrow.
What is left in the holes, are we who have been drained of souls.
Are you still keeping, to this place of wretched reapings?
Do you try to live, on this lifeless reef?
Do you fly high, to a place that abhors you and I?
What about dreams and honor? Found only in the darkest corner.
Sadness and anger fills the heart, captured is the soul with a cut.
My friend, till we meet again.
And when you see me smiling, think again.
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Is it an eternal, evil, scheme, or crime to cry or feel sad? My mother got so angry, I regretted even sobbing, she was as if she was out to kill. BECAUSE I SOBBED. People always TRY to help.... But they ALWAYS fail to do so, instead harm they did. If you want someone to share their thoughts or feelings with you, they do so, and if looks could kill, that person would have withered there and then after you reprimanding them. Will they dare ever to share their thoughts again? If they do, scoldingf is what they receive. If they don't , the reward is the same. Where is the pressure, as I said. It comes from the person, who sets the high goals. Pressure leads to anxiety, leads to blankness during exams, and ultimately to failure. And then, to scoldings. Amazing theory? Oh well. And can't even do things properly. It is so hard to say. They help wrongly and so on. This happens to a Gazillion people..

My friend, Why do we live in this wretched place, a test before life?
Where people pursue mortal need and attempt to help, but fails and gets angry?
Where justice is only thought to exist?
Where dreams and honor is given only to the lucky?
Many stories, legends about people striving so hard, to mke first, and achieved it through sheer hard work, but what about those failures out there, who believed in this and failed? Hidden in the shadows so that people will be tricked?
Why do you live, my friend, with people sometimes caring, loving and kind, with cloths over their evilness, harmfulness, and destructiveness?
People with both positive and negative?
What is love, caring and sharing joy?
What about hate, revenge for something unfair against you?
What is LOVELESS, The opposite of love?
Can you explain what life is?
Remembering one bad over ten good, that is human's nature in humans, you and I. And doing it even though you are aware?
The World is so confusing, neither you nor I can live.
This is never kind, Joy is temporary.
Human, what different are their acts from monsters and abominations, only worse are we?
People only look at the small part... WHAT ABOUT THE REST?!?
WHY DON'T PEOPLE BLOODY LOOK AROUND?!
WHY DOES THINGS HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?
CREATINGTRUE BONDS WITH PEOPLE AND THEN PAINFULLY SEPARATED?
IT DID'NT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY. WHO CAUSED IT?

And yeah... PSLE is only tomorrow. English is long over. What am I doing here, at the computer? At 9pm+ close to 10PM? Because I'm sick of life, and I can't wait to share what I feel. This wretched place.

always waiting. -9:39 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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