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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Hatred...

Well, while I was blogging my Is it a crime? topic, I was called to go and read my bible. As I read, she went to bathe, not knowing what I was doing, of course. And then she came out. She sat there, I answered back a few times at what she said to me and then she ask me not to "talk back". So I literally did not talk back, I only nodded my head. But I realised I couldn't. I felt so wrong, it was so obvious that she was wrong. She asked me to pray before reading, already done, and got angry when I didn't reply. She thought I was angry. I just nodded at whatever she said, and do it. She kept saying I was angry, and so on, and then she got really angry, and she scolded my loud and said I was tearing bacause she asked me to re-read some stuff. I told her I was not and she got angrier even when I told her the truth. I'm trying to listen to her. And she gets angry. I really want to take back what I said previously about parent's love is the greatest. She is purely unreasonable. Sometiems, I know, she is a strong believer, a holy person, but she doesn't understand it properly and says, must read the verse out loud, so satan can hear, that you are protected, so on, so that he will run away, and also must joint together, your onself one can anytime read/pray. And she forces us to follow, gets angry when we don't. Just how to live with someone like that, You're trying your best to follow what she says but she is getting so angry over you. Because you are trying to listen to her. Logical? Nope. So, tell me. What you do? Shout at her? And then she threaten to kill herself in front of us. Or else she will shout very loud, E.g. Don't want to read throw away lah! So you want to read or not?. So you just tell me, she shouted that phrase out, will you say no, even how wrong she is?... Why is it so unfair? I just wanna know.

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