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Friday, October 24, 2008

Im back again...

You know, Today is the last day, before a very long, lonely life at Thailand, with my parents. The last day at school, last day with my friends, last day of enjoyment at school. No one to play basketball. Only have the computer as my friend. Thailand is getting so boring. Thailand, no longer as a holiday, but a second home, a home, like in singapore, only that there are no friends, good friends, to hang out, play basketball with. And PSLE is over. Im gonna miss some of my once-in-a-lifetime events in school, because my mother wants to take part in a YEARLY thingy. I know, it is important, but there is a chance again? Im missing school events, p6 hangout, which will be gone when sec school comes. And I have to spend it at Thailand. To tell the truth, I Really don't like to go there anymore, its going to be so boring, and, I'm really gonna miss, my friends, and I can't spend extra time with them. Why? I hate life to the core. I even thought of suiciding, bit I know I can't, afraid and also with the huge hopes pinned on me. I don't want to live a life with super good results, I want to live a happy life, and this is not happy. Let's just talk about something that is pretty obvious?

Talking back
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You know the all time favourite, Don't talk back and just do! Parents. Let's just talk more about it. Firstly, let's see why children take the time to "talk back". Firstly, Its pretty obvious we think the other party might be wrong, so we talk about it. If its questioning, then we talk back to explain, or to explain why we think we are not wrong. But sometimes before you can finish, your parents will, "Don't talk back!" And then leaving you kept inside and you stop. But whether that person is wrong or not, who knows? If that person is right, good for him/her but if him/her is wrong? The person know that will work and keep doing it, thus not knowing he/herself is wrong. Acceptable? I don't see why children don't have the right to argue, it is because the person has another point of view. If you stop that person, that person won't ever know why he's wrong, or if he is right, he will think he is wrong... and so on.

Finsihed that topic. Anyway, I just came back after packing my stuff to go Thailand and also my old books and papers. I throwed away lots of items, the memory of the joy, shared in drawings and writings, remember when I was young and happy. Life changes, or perhaps people change. So many memories... And I recently started excessive gaming on DotA, Defence of the Ancients. I thought I was ok when playing with my cousins and so on. But when I went online and played with others, I got scolded and cursed at. So I read up a guide and practised alot, I'm probably much better, now. But those scoldings and cursing weren't too bad after all. It helped me. Its how you look at it. If you want to look at it that way, it will be that way in you. This evening at 7, I went to watch High School Musical 3 with my friends, a nice show.( When did I ever say shows are lousy? Lol, only one, German Shepard because I can't unerstand it. But its probably a good show.) And then, yeah, I think my primary 6 life is something like HSM3. So sad... So... Unpartable BUT only worse than HSM3. I can't spend time with my friends before we part. I can't even attend the Primary 6 graduation concert/party/event. So.... Well..................... I can't even play my DotA properly, because it can't be paused and well, its like 45minutes. And I always get interrupted, and then scolded by because I tell them I was in the middle of something and told them to hurry. This afternoon, I was playing yet another game. Then my mum called me to go to MRT. As usual, she always asked me to do things by myself, must do work. So I went, and then I told her I was in the middle of something that can't be paused. Then she told me I could've called my maid instead( Something so opposite) and she blamed me for not calling. Then she took her own sweet time. And when I got back, The game ended. Yay? Anyway, I signing off liao... Erm.. bye...

always waiting. -9:58 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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