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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I was driven, CRAZY...

I woke up at about 2pm... And then, I went on to sleep, because blogger wasn't working for me. And then I got up about 4-5pm? Yes, I didn't eat at all. Not yet. Then my mum came back. I used my computer barely for half an hour, or an hour? And she asked me to take my dogs out. okok. And then I went back up. Then she got really angry. Use the whole day not enough huh? Your eyes , your health how? Yeah, I spent 24hours at the computer already... yeah... why not. And then, yeah, ask me to mob the floor. Then ask me have I eaten. Then I said no lah, being the good boy that doesn't lie. And then she scream. Whole day don't eat, why? Then explain loh, not hungry, how'd you expect me to be crazily hungry when I just woke up. So, kena screamed at. I was like, I damn angry, but you're my mother, I BEAR. Then I went to mop the floor, it was my turn, but my sister !@#$%^&*() don't let me mop. I'm angry as it is. I became crazy. You can say I have no food, or no whatever. But what I knew was, I was crazily and insanely angry, and look, I don't regard her as my sister anymore. I'm down enough, if she can't even take turns, then it is settled. After I packed up the place and got ready to mop, she came down and forced me to go up, double work? She made it worse. I screamed at her. Well, I couldn't care more. But if my mother had gone on any further, this would be what I would have said. She doesn't care, or care properly, she's making it so worse, once she's right, she's never wrong. Once she doesn't like it, I MUST NOT do it, be it eating, crying, bathing, sleeping or anything else. She never once thought, eh, maybe I wrong. Neither did she thought, why does Daryl want to argue with me? Is it because he feels I'm wrong? I'm just not allowed to TALK when she doesn't feel like it. I do, she threaten me and make it as if I killed her family, blasted her home, bashed her up, said mean things at her. I'm just her toy, and she thinks she's taking me very well. See, I'm treating my son SO GOOD. And ya know what she said when she said I woke up so late? No more sleeping late. I'm so pissed off because if I said I woke up at 2pm she wouldn't say anything. I'm angry for being wronged. And when she said I didn't look fer food, she said no more computer . Ok, Whatever. What else could I do? You're wronging me! Then she'll say where have I done wrong, you're getting more rebellious, and then so and so loh. So, whatever loh. What can I bloody do er?

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