|| left alone. *||

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I've been... totally consumed. I thought I could take it, you're not the only one. I took it from u becuz of u, and its drivin me crazy. Its nt just u, every night it just comes back. With others, u just cant show it. Why? becuz it hurts thm. becuz, it destroys things, becuz, u just cant do it. But, if its nt urs, its nt for u to decide. U might say no one understands u. Tht might be fake. Im nt sayin tht urs is fake, just tht ur nt the only one goin thru it. Today, was the day, i was taken over. I thought i could control it, but i couldnt. for the pure reason of not wantin to. Tis time, no it doesnt feel gd, u just wanna do it, u just wanna harm urself. dun speculate, if u dunno. just stfu, and leave. Thr no longer is painkiller, its nt dota, its nt anything. i no longer take kindness, neither do i giv thm.

Hey boy, u knw, im nt a big guy, i dun hav the fats to protect me, u didnt hav to push me tht hard. I was talkin to him, u stole him from me halfway, and thn whn i tried to get him back, u just asked me to fuck off and push me away? tht hard? no self respect man, u dun hav to be tht cheap to get him, buey song just say, just say u wanna be right. u dun hav to make ppl realise tht and figure out its too late. i dun nid a sorry, but u show no sign of wrong doing. well i guess ur right, im always wrong.

Klins, dun do stupid stuff, if my reasons arent enuff, thn ill stop u. in total i probably sent u 5-10 3-6 smses long msgs. I hope u understand. thrs so many reasons how it will hurt urself, and 100 more to show how the rest around u are hurt.

Today's mt paper, nt enough time. didnt finish 2 qusetions which total up to 8. and thn the 5 questions mcq tikam-ed, so thts another 10 marks. As for science, i just cant rmb wad i nid to revise, so i didnt revise properly. flunked it, couldnt rmb some stuff like residue = =. But some things nt sure also get correct. last part realised nid to do 4 onli just whn teacher collecting, i did all 5. my last question gonna be cancelled... somemroe i did well for tht section, cuz it was just gone thru ytd = =. o wellz, thts bout it.

always waiting. -6:18 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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