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Monday, October 19, 2009

picnic?

today was, boring. unusual but boring. So i was dota-ing and blah blah blah with klins until it finally reached 12.45, took our time to reach thr . was late. Gave a surprised attack on terence and thn wet his phone. haizzz. Played on, and thn was hating someone thru out. Hated tht guy. Shldnt hav saved him, shldnt hav played along with him. Does he even care for others properly, think about others wad the fuck will they feel, and doesnt knw wrongs and how to apologise, and can continue like no fucking shit happened. I was so foolish. Haha, did i fall for his tricks? i guess i did. i was a sucker. but no more, i was such a great friend, i was such a great guy. but u hurt me, leaving one of the deepest scars in history. there were 3? why? becuz u were close. becuz of all the good times we had. becuz of our friendship. But now i realise, i cant be with a gay. Acts like a girl, personality like a girl, wadeva like a girl. just not a girl. I treated u like a brother, but u disappointed me. Until we find our mistakes, i wont even treat u like my imagination. ur nt thr. ur gettin too close, it makes me jealous. if u were to ask me to trust u, i wouldve said yes, but i cant do it. uve helped me alot, but i would appreciate if u kindly gtfo.

So we just played in the water, and thn bathed/changed thn go into the playground and hav some childhood memories be4 goin back. Wad was the best thing i do? or the only thing i did? nothing. How am i gonna get it? i cant. i knw im a failure. even how great i am, ive been nerfed in certain aspects. maybe im doomed all my life to nt being able to make it, ill just go along as life wans me to, nt how i wan to. becuz itll nver work.

always waiting. -6:51 PM

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