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Sunday, January 17, 2010

Today sucked. This morning I got up only to face the wrath of my mum. I just don't get her, so much for the stories of how she was properly brought up. I finally understood why my sister went away, no, I understood long ago. But my sister just isn't patient enough like me. Not patient enough like my dad.

My life rocks? no. The fact that you have a mum that is always right sucks. Nothing ever gets into her, and she thinks that nothing ever gets into us.

This morning. Woke up. Got "shouted" at. fine.

Asked my aunt to call the Sembawang CC, she "shouted" again. fine.

Wore short pants. Got "shouted" at again. fine.

I haven't said anything yet.

I spent a little time wetting my hair down. Got "shouted" at again. (As if she spent a much shorter time doing her stuff) fine.

She said, if she could give birth, she wouldn't give birth to someone like me, or my sister. She said we didn't respect her, didn't listen to her.

The fact that I obeyed everything above this, made me feel really, angry inside. Does she even give respect to others in the first place. Once she's set her mind on it, she'll definitely be right, unless its really so simple like a square is a square, straight forward, no doubt. She's probably in her own world. Logic can't get to her, and she thinks "logic" can't get into us. HER logic.

No, but I didn't say anything. Just kept it in.

Where's your bible? Did you bring your phone, etc?
No.
Why?
Silent.(Because you were shouting at me to hurry up.)

Come to church how can be so unhappy?
silent. (How can I be happy when I've kept all those words inside me, speak for yourself. Whole morning so angry, shout shout shout.)

Why didn't I say all those?
Because if I did, everyone will be unhappy, she will have a worse impression of me, and the main thing. She won't learn anything.

But then again, the sermons never fail to reach me. Another interesting one today. The pastor seemed a little racist, but then, he actually took time to think for others. I would remove him from that racist category.

************************* Definitions **************************
1. us - refers to actually, everybody. But mostly, just our family.
2. "shouting" - refers to actually harsh tone said in a low volume, usually when scolding someone in public, scared others will hear.

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