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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

My birthday.

For someone that says up late, I'm feeling pretty tired right now. Wondering how'd I get my 5 pictures for my assignment dued tomorrow. Its 9.20pm. Procrastinating again, for the second day. Wondering how I'll ever get a B4 for chinese. My birthday sucked today. It was worse than any other day. Well, I can't say everything was bad. Somehow, people I mix around with, just aren't my type of friends. What I do, specialize in, are just bullshit to my friends, it seemed like, I was just another normal guy, pushed around, just some average guy. Why do I feel so bad about that, probably cause I haven't felt normal for a long time. After taking for granted what the Lord has given me. I think its finally time, to put good use, to this good brain, these good limbs. Still, I've been world editing for awhile. Finally got my reputation above 100. Got some special functions. Then again, it feels like I'm working for nothing, this knowledge, seems pointless. I'd probably have it taken away from me, so that I wouldn't even think about it, do what other kids do, be normal. Be a geek, study hard, drive a mercedes, earn some money. That seemed pointless. Somehow, chinese class is much better. Still can't get this laziness away. Looking for a buddy, but now a days. Who'd care? Everybody just minds their own business. Why'd I get to grow up in good classes. Where everyone is just, freaking, controlled. Is it really that bad, what we're living? Really weird way stuff moves around, goes around, works around. Many people probably wouldn't read this chunk of words, I wouldn't. I have no idea what I'm typing this for. Who'd take the time to care. Everyone's so busy. The one who'd wouldn't require me to type this. Why am I typing this? Walked around my ex-school some day. I was just thinking, about those times. Those, fun times. What has the world become to, competition everywhere. Fighting for survival, fighting for selfishness. Pointless stuff happening all over. Crap. Word of the month would be Harsh. What's so special about one's birthday anyway. What's so special about the age. What's so special about ranking in the black world. What's so special. Why, are kids treated as kids. What if they're right? No he can't be, he's a 13 year old! What does he know? For someone that thinks a lot even his brain is half dead, you oughta pay attention. He's a brainiac? Holy crap! We'll listen to him. How'd people find out brainiacs anyway? Never, unless its by a lot. Welcome to Earth. First rule, you have to be selfish to survive. Second rule, you have to die because you're selfish. I just made that up, but I don't think there's much difference. All in all, I always change topics. But then again, who wouldn't, who wouldn't blog about what they wanna blog about. Who wouldn't talk about the peaks and downs of their life. Who'd really understand. Everybody says nobody understands them. I find it quite true. The brain isn't really very easy to crack. Speaking of that, I'm wondering how I'd get my thermometer. I was so determined, so eager, but at the end of the day, still thorn to shreds. If you could stare, what would you stare at? And don't tell me you can stare, because you can't. It'll forever for you to find out what that means, IF there's a you.

P.S. 0.00001% of my story is told.

always waiting. -9:20 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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