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Sunday, May 9, 2010

Today's sermon was awesome. It did got me thinking somehow. It did help me understand stuff much more. But i tink some others nid it much more thn me. I was a nice guy. I tried not to be one. I didnt feel like it. But maybe my dad was just, too good a person. I just couldnt. I had a heart. I thought I was mature. But right now, i dun really understand the actual meaning of it. I understand the big picture, I know what to do. But I dont wanna do it. Is tht immature?

Maybe it was my childhood. Maybe, just maybe. Maybe i had some lack of love or smth. But the past seems distant now. I've realised im very reliant on myself. Very independent. I'll attempt to face my problems alone. Yes I do need help, only from 1 person. He's given me the love I never knew. He's been my pillar, that never falls. That's probably what got me surviving, thriving, pushing, attempting to outdo myself. Maybe, maybe it was making me stronger. Or is it a sign of RAT? I doubt so.

I do realise, I felt lonely. Msybe just thoughts whirling about when I'm at the playground under the pouring rain. Maybe just dazing, gazing at the stars on the beach. Alone. I felt lonely. But I've made up my mind. I'm not gonna do it anymore. I wanna be alone.

always waiting. -2:32 PM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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