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Monday, December 27, 2010

I can't believe it. My own mum. No, I can't believe it. Even as simple as not knowing what a word means, she doesn't believe me. She says I'm not trying, I'm lazy, I don't care. I had to cry, I had to shout. Only thing is, it changed something. She still didn't believe me. Instead, she thought I was dramatic. She thought I was exaggerating. She thought I ought to grow a brain. She didn't believe me. Such a fucking simple thing. I would've been able to forget such a stupid thing, if she didn't chant over and over again how I should've put in the effect, how I should've not don't care about her when she asked what that fucking word meant. Yes, everybody thinks it's a simple, like who cares? It's just the meaning of one word. Has anyone fucking told her, or anybody that lives, a son can be totally broken inside outside whatever, if the mom doesn't believe her son, something SO FUCKING TRIVIAL? Adding on to it, still have to point out how useless and how I'm not putting in the effort. Something discouraging, and something I fucking didn't do. Grief only because it's a simple thing. Exactly the point, because it's so simple yet she's tearing me down. What if it was something big? I don't wanna be in this house anymore. One day I'm gonna step out, and I'll try my best to never step in again, until it's mine. Fuck caring, I suck and I can't do it. Send me to hell for all I care.

And humans are always the same. So fuck them all.

always waiting. -10:22 PM

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Name:Sky
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