|| left alone. *||

Monday, December 13, 2010

Yes, the usual inner sickness. Get that every time, either when the times comes to leave for thailand, or the time comes to leave for singapore. It's a strange way my feelings work, or at least for a human. It's unusual to dread something you know that you'll enjoy, and then dread going back when you're enjoying whatever you dislike, or actually like. It'll be okay if it's the first time, you don't know any better. But having flown there and back a few million times... I can't say so much for myself. Instead of feeling helpless about it, it's finally time to organize thoughts, and start analysing, why this happens. This is gonna be a little hard since activities change every half a year. And even the house.

First off, WHY SINGAPORE?

- FRIENDS!
- home feeling?
- Convenience round the corner? (In Thailand, you have to drive wherever you wanna go, even if it's noodles at a roadside stall)
-Yeah, main thing is the awesome activites with friends, the bonds built I guess. The ability to smell the air, go wherever you like, on your own. (Not to mention I don't own a car in thailand so I can't drive anywhere anytime...)

WHY THAILAND?
- For some reasons, I'm gonna have to keep this a secret. Point #1, secret.
- Holy shit cool activities? Ice skating like every day for many hours? Karaoke anytime, full blast, mics and a big room. Freaking large mirrors and big space? Yeah, motorbike riding to the max. Dogs! Dogs had been an important part of my life. Not so much now huh.. Yes, I LOVE the house. Like a mini bungalow that's cheap, 2 levels, big, with a garden.
- It's almost out out and out.
- Time with dad? Family, togetherness <3
- The feeling of knowing school will NEVER, and I mean... NEVARRRRRR reach you whilst I'm in Thailand. Means, slack like hell.
- No idea, but forums? I tend to spend time at forums while on the computer in Thailand.

Kinda lost my mood here cause I can't share the point #1. It's like the most crucial point :)

But most importantly, I'm able to live with it, because I'm guaranteed a return to either locations sooner or later. The only problem I have, is underestimating the amount of changes Thailand can have every visit. (Pretty much explains the different activites every visit). Or maybe it just has something to do with age.

always waiting. -1:13 AM

the one who waits.

Name:Sky
Bday:05/01

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